I have to say, this was the first session I have left in tears (other than my NILMDTS sessions … those always end up with swollen eyes) … but this one really hit me as I got into the car.
We celebrated the birthday of a child who is looking down at us from heaven. She would have been three the day we did the session. The celebration had balloons and the birthday song and a lot of family snuggles.
Why was it so hard? My sweet Tyler-boo will be three in a few weeks … which meant that Erin and I were pregnant at the same time and due right around the same time. And I just couldn’t imagine that kind of pain. Erin and I met a few months later. I was still wearing Tyler and our girls were in dance together. She was (and continues to be) so very strong. I asked during the session if it was a happy day … or a sad day and was surprised that both her and her hubby said it was a great day.
And indeed it was …